♥ Kamy.R

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Thursday, August 13, 2009

@ 12:31 AM

I have got my mobile modem replaced, so i will be online more often.
I am feverish, supporting my heavy head, neck ache and painful limbs around,
ate some paracetamol and everything cease, for 6hours and then it came back all over again..

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*edited*

was having a heavy head right when i wake up, so i took a cab to school, and weirdly, the uncle looked really pissed when i paid by NETS. his reaction puzzled me.
being 20mins early for school, i went to the lecture hall and sat there all alone.
as the lecture goes, i felt feverish and my world began to twirl, my throat starts to feel ticklish and i coughed every now and then.

skipped Intro to H&T's makeup lecture and went to Tampines to meet Porky and i got myself the Paracetamol before heading to M1 to get the replacement of the mobile modem.
the replacement only costs $128, to think the phone operator told me that it costs $350 and i saved up like madness for it. but well, at least i have an excess of $240 of savings under Porky's safekeeping.

camped over at Terminal 3's The Coffee Bean to get some studying done,
but my brain seems to get too heavy to absorb much information.
this illness come in at the wrong time!
if i were to fail my exams, God, it sucks to the core..

thereafter, i headed back home, lie on my comfy bed and had a good sleep.

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My friend,
sometimes, people would just start to blabber about things which they do not think is imposing to other people's privacy and when you get to know about it,
you feel betrayed, you get angry, you start to ask yourself: why does that person have to do this?!
by putting it in the view with anger, that person has nothing better to do or no better topics to get the conversation with her friends going, she spoke a word too much.
but how about taking a deep breath, calm down and think it from a brighter viewpoint?
that person might be wanting to pray for you, but the word came out too fast and it couldn't be take back anymore as it had arouse the curiosity of surrounding people, and therefore, a phrase turns into a sentence and eventually, the whole story was shared.

in the word forgive, it meant to understand the person's personality, to take it as a hurdle in life that you have to face and overcome, and lastly to get stronger each time.
forgetting this situation might not happen overnight, but at least, your anger should cease after you forgive.

so just smile on my friend, everything would be fine.
when you talk to someone about this, it would make you feel better as views are exchanged. you would feel better and the burden in you would start to lighten.

i will be here to provide you my listening ears like how you had always hear me sharing nonsensical stuffs.

SMILE ON! :)

(the above definitions are solely from Kamy's personal experience and viewpoints)