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About me
I am Kamy, while Reily is actually a made up nameI get 1 year older on the 3rd September every year, but no one really remembers because no one really cares
Currently taking up photography as my hobby but I do not really dedicate much time to it, but I am still loving it
wishlist
- Learning Korean- A pet bunny
- Travel overseas early
- Get braces
- Get a Mini Cooper
Sunday, November 29, 2009
@ 11:40 PM
Sour sour sour...So sour that now it cause me pain... ):
....
I ate Kamquats (the little orange which can be eaten together with the skin)
and it is super sour and now the acid is stinging my poor tongue.
Had driving with my godfather after like so many weeks,
i sort of forgotten a few steps and my steering and all today totally sucks.
might be due to me not having any footwear
(cause i was wearing a 3inch heels, too hard to drive so i took off)
or the distractions i have from the "passengers" at the back.
and thanks to the big mouth of a passenger...
my mum and godfather got to know that i wanted to stop driving and i got scolded.
Thereafter, we separated way and I headed for some window shopping.
Satisfied the craving heart and filled the empty and hungry souls and headed back home.
Sometimes when things gets too sweet
or has Sweet as the only flavour,
the person who have it might get sick of it eventually.
This is when other flavours must come in
to make life more interesting. (:
Saturday, November 28, 2009
@ 11:39 PM
Had a tour around Haw Par Villa.Not too bad, not very good either.
Shall upload some pictures on FaceBook before heading to sleep.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
@ 8:51 PM
Sometimes you are just so temperamental that it really stress me out,you always want things to go your way,
if you don't get it, you will start to make a din out of it,
scream and shout at me for not helping you.
Have you ever thought of the times when i helped you?
I have my down times too, do you expect me to be always smiling to you?
You are pushing me to my wits end again,
just like how you did to me months ago.
I don't even have the chance to voice my stand,
everything i do is wrong.
Can't i even get a chance? Am i really condemned?
I really do not know how to express my love to this house if there is no love in return.
You are just like a sponge and sponging away everything from me.
You always say that i am looking down on you,
since when did i say that? Do you have any proof against me?
You always say that i refuse to help you,
are you sure with what you say?
Yes, i don't like to do the chores, and since you already knew it, why still rake it up? It won't change the fact.
You always say that there is no love in this house.
Who is the one who doesn't feel the love most?
I really don't understand.
It is really painful, especially when all the pressure is in you and you have no where to let it out.
And all you can do is just to swallow it down and wish that it would turn out for the better, knowing that it never will.
I am at my wits end now, I cannot stand strong like how i did months ago as things are different now.
I am tied down, by something, which was meant to be over.
I really want to give up on my drivings,
it isn't stable at all.
I would rather take it when I am older so that i need not stretch out my hand to get money for the tests.
But many times, I get stopped by people around me, they ask me to carry on.
Why is so many things happening to me this year?
Is my "end of the world" coming already?
I do hope that it is,
at least my pain will cease, once and for all.
I am stupid, so i cannot summarise long points into shorter ones.
but who cares?
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
@ 11:51 PM
it feels good to give people surprises and see them happy,the joy and happiness written all over their face.
Made a made rush around Tampines 1 after the class test looking for confectionery shops,
and chosen a cake from Rive Gauche and realise that they do not accept NETS,
i had to go up to the ATM machine and rush back for the payment.
Stupid, super jerky bus trip home.
Fortunately the cake was still pretty pretty.
Glad to see that my mum is happy with what i bought for her,
hopefully she had felt all the TLC i tried my best to give to her. (:
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It seems like there is only the two of us now,
though the other member is around,
but why isn't the existence felt?
It is just, so near, yet so far.
Though many may say that I have no choice,
but my say is: I would love to stay here beside you even if we are not related.
Therefore, you need not be upset.
Save your tears from someone who doesn't even cherish it for it isn't worth it at all.
For no apparent reason, the cold war is built.
If you think it is fair, think again.
Walk out of that dark corner, I will be there to walk the rest of your life,
so will be your friends and mine.
Who say there is no love under this roof?
I am the sun which will do my best to shine away any shadows in your heart.
You need not return anything to me, but just...
smile (:
though the other member is around,
but why isn't the existence felt?
It is just, so near, yet so far.
Though many may say that I have no choice,
but my say is: I would love to stay here beside you even if we are not related.
Therefore, you need not be upset.
Save your tears from someone who doesn't even cherish it for it isn't worth it at all.
For no apparent reason, the cold war is built.
If you think it is fair, think again.
Walk out of that dark corner, I will be there to walk the rest of your life,
so will be your friends and mine.
Who say there is no love under this roof?
I am the sun which will do my best to shine away any shadows in your heart.
You need not return anything to me, but just...
smile (:
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
@ 11:01 PM
I guess my results for this term is going to be very bad,I am often away from school due to MC.
Please don't let this ever happen again, I wanna catch up well in school,
I don't wish to lag behind, I MUST BUCK UP!!
School was short and sweet for today,
no time was delayed. Fast and good.
Lucky I was there to stop an indecisive decision.
Always think twice and think wise before getting anything.
Don't just get it because of the brand, the colour and design but trying to get over things that you do not like specifically about the item.
When you get the item, the most important thing is that satisfaction should derive from owning the item.
Moreover, branding isn't everything, you spend the extra money just to satisfy your desire for the same thing which you can get at lower price but of the same quality.
In the end, nothing is worthwhile anymore.
Safe and sound at home at 8pm.
I am so blessed to have someone so understanding like you with me,
being so patient always.
Thank you.
so cold, it almost melt me
you are such a idiot,
taking a day off from your daily schedule to go through what I had gone through all these times make you complain like a wimp.
so irritating.
I feel so ashamed to know you.
Monday, November 23, 2009
@ 12:14 AM
HELLO READERS!been so lazy to update my blog and left to rot for so long.
alright, I am back from my IGuides camp (I am just a normal camper).
the overall camp experience can be said as, enjoyable! but had to leave halfway through as some classmates have yet to finish their project which is due tomorrow and therefore we left together.
the evening was truly, madly, deeply awesome.
girls' instinct are strong and it is already very obvious,
however, it is the sincerity and effort that counts. i appreciate it, many many. (:
you guys watched 2012 yet?
go watch it man! it is a well-worth show, going on weekdays is even more worth it.
$6.50 for students and it is a more-than-two hours long show.
most importantly, i rate the show 8/10.
reason being, most of the part is somehow predictable (as in, the lead actor 100% survive no matter what) and there are too many miracle scenes.
and the ending sort of copied No Tomorrow.
oh well, great minds think alike.
anyway, i need to stop here.
forgot to bring my toothbrush for camp and i need to get my teeth utterly clean now.
BYE!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
@ 4:13 PM
Kamy, just take a deep breath and everything will be fine.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
@ 6:08 PM
I am bored to utter madness that i copied this from Crystal's blog but the answers are my own.The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you
Italicize the statements that you WISH are true
Leave the Fibs alone
I miss somebody right now.
I don’t watch TV these days.
I own lots of books. (textbooks)
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I’ve tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m totally smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I can talk really, really fast.
I have long hair. (somewhat)
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. (somewhat)
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone. (not really anymore since there is MSN and Skype)
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them.
I’m a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. (because i only got HIGH!)
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future. (very very true)
I have changed a diaper before. (but failed)
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friends’s ex.
I am happy at this moment!
I’m obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can’t whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake’s slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at least one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
@ 1:44 AM
The trip to the beer factory was really enjoyable.We didn't really get to see much on the process of how the beer is made,
what we get to see is just how it is fermented, packaged and such.
Thereafter, we went to the lounge and had our dinner and drinking starts.
Free flow of all the beers! :D
Frankly speaking, the Tiger there taste so much fresher and sweeter,
Heineken didn't taste any different,
but my final choice is Erdinger. The taste is super!
What do i mean by super? Go get a bottle yourself and try it!
And also, never never add Coke to Tiger beer, the taste is horrible, it is like medicated oil.
I got super duper high, but I was still in control of myself,
just felt very sleepy and kept laughing.
Li ling got shocked when i started running to the mini-bus and then kept laughing after i board the bus.
It was a real havoc evening, but i was lucky that i made it back home safely.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
@ 8:48 PM
You know that my weekdays are occupied by school activities and such,but you are always putting things on weekdays and it always clashes with my lessons.
Aren't you bunch of people supposed to be encouraging people to study hard and turn over a new leaf?
By giving people such appointment time, how do you expect the person to still perform well in school when he/she has to skip school repeatedly just to listen to whatever you are going to crap about?
I made my mistake, I regretted, I apologised.
Why are you still poking me and making my life so miserable right here?
If this is what is called, punishment, shouldn't it make people feel bad and would definitely amend from their mistakes instead of getting so pissed off and feel like killing you?
L, you just sucks.
You cannot be seen, but you are everywhere, everyone has to be at your mercy.
If they do not abide you, they will suffer on Earth with the pain worst than being in Hell.
makes me tired, makes me frustrated, makes me stress,
makes me don't know how to continue with my school work now.
I HATE YOU!
despite all these craps I am facing,
I AM GOING TO THE TIGER BEER'S FACTORY TOMORROW! 8D
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
@ 11:45 PM
the sudden geographical change resulted
in an almost-erupting volcano.
during the split moment,
during the split moment,
it seems like the Earth is breaking apart and
there were minor earthquakes and the lava were almost up to the brim of the volcano.
just then, a tsunami came and stopped the disaster.
though the volcano had calmed down,
the atmosphere became utterly cold and damages seems a bit tough to be mended.
if only such geographical change doesn't occur,
the atmosphere would have been more peaceful and lively.
I wish to stop it too, but it is all up to Mother Nature.
I don't wanna always do wrong things and give an apology, wanting for a second chance.
that is too naive.
i need to learn a lesson, not get a second chance, for i had been given too many,
and taken them for granted.
nothing up here make sense to you as to what i am trying to talk about?
then maybe you aren't the targeted reader.
Good night
Monday, November 09, 2009
@ 1:28 PM
IPHONE IPHONE IPHONE!
I AM CRAZY FOR IPHONE!!
waiting for M1 to launch their service for Iphone,
waiting for the price to fall when M1 brings in Iphone.
ohmygosh, I am going mad.
meanwhile, please don't tempt me with your Iphone or I will mince (i had a typo in MSN, and you didn't correct me!) you and put you into my spaghetti and eat it up.
you know who you are
Saturday, November 07, 2009
@ 12:08 AM
Back from celebrating my granny's birthday at my uncle's house,my overall experience of his condo is really bad.
The reasons why I didn't like the condo:
1. The security guard at the gate didn't stop the taxi that I am on when we are turning in = security level, low
2. Anyone can just access to the house via the lift in the carpark even if they don't have the residential card
3. The swimming pool is so small and the deepest edge of the pool is only 1.4M
4. There are visible corrosion of the lights in the pool, that is so gross!
5. The stairs down to the toilet has algae and the mirror is horribly blur.
6. The tap is spotted with dusts and some stains.
7. It is under renovation and the pathways are blocked everywhere, there are no slopes or path which is elderly-friendly.
8. The whole place is so poorly lit and it became so spooky when it gets dark,
which led me to walk into a freshly cemented path and got my little toes stained with cement.
All the points above destroyed the image of condominiums to me,
because, those condominiums i use to go to was really pretty and it is well-lit, security level is high.
Oh well, I was lucky that I didn't fall into any booby trap set up by those banglas.
Anyway, pictures are available on Facebook. :)
Thursday, November 05, 2009
@ 10:58 PM
So glad that everything is over now, the storm had ceased,though there is still some drizzles that we have to bear with,
I believe that the rainy season will be over in the blink of an eye.
I am really fortunate to have my loved one beside me to give a helping hand and reach out to me with the umbrella whenever I need them, sometimes when they gave me shelther but got themselves drenched, there wasn't any complains from them.
This is what love is I guess, projected to me by actions instead of words.
Thank you all so much (:
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Anyway, I am rather tempted to get myself an Iphone next year if my current 'Darling' is going to "divorce" me.
There were rumours and reviews about the Iphone 4G, which would probably launch either the end of 2009 or the beginning of 2010.
The functions are quite attractive, but seeing the jail-breaked Iphone of my friend, it seems good enough already.
Oh well, since my 'Darling' is still treating me quite well, I would try to sustain this relationship till he gets sick of me and wants to die from me.
Sunday, November 01, 2009
@ 12:05 AM
i had done my best in changing the blog skin, but now i am getting very lazy to edit the other components. don't blame me.
tagboard
tell me everything
Don't see a need for it since no one is reading me anyways affiliates
don't leave yet
So this is me swallowing my prideStanding in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
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