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About me
I am Kamy, while Reily is actually a made up nameI get 1 year older on the 3rd September every year, but no one really remembers because no one really cares
Currently taking up photography as my hobby but I do not really dedicate much time to it, but I am still loving it
wishlist
- Learning Korean- A pet bunny
- Travel overseas early
- Get braces
- Get a Mini Cooper
Sunday, March 28, 2010
@ 11:34 PM
MASS UPDATES!!25th March, Thursday
My long waited FTT day is finally here, and I was about 5 minutes late for the test for dilly-dallying half my time away at home.
Did the test and checked through thoroughly. When it come to question 40 (we have 50 questions, fyi), I started battling with my mind.
" Just click end test, and everything is done! Don't waste your time! " and the other side is " Okay, I am still left with 30 minutes, just check it again. Be safe than sorry. Otherwise one question got you to fail, you are dead. "
After much battling, I went to click on End Test...
This computer is very mean, didn't even give me any time to prepare, and immediately flashed
PASSED across the big screen.
Printed the result and walked towards the MRT station.
While walking along the covered walkway, I kicked something which seems tough but didn't hurt my toe, when I look down to see what I'd kicked, I saw the poor frog there looking very upset.
I don't like frogs and somehow, I am scared of frogs. So I sorta yelped like a little girl and hurried my way off from it.
Had Botak Jones for dinner which filled me up to my head, but the dinner was an enjoyable one.
However, the trip to and fro Botak Jones almost killed me because I was irritated much by someone's, ermmm, retardedness.
26th March, Friday
Whatever happened today shall be kept within me and only be known to my loved one,
for this is the day I hate you even more than what you did through the years.
I feel shameful being related to you, therefore, I will not even think about you..
27th March, Saturday
Today is the first day I am working under HTC as the promoter.
I just admit, I sucks at phones and phone plans.
I bet promoters from other brands are so gonna dislike me now because I keep getting help from them, sometimes even for my own brand.
Shame to the max.. Kill me please. :(
28th March, Sunday
Nothing much today.. :)
Thursday, March 25, 2010
@ 1:07 AM
I will be having my Final Theory Test in the next 11hours more.
Scared, fear that I might just freaking fail it.
But I hope that this final test is really the final,
I do not want to go back to taking the tests over and over again.
The waiting is so torturous.
Hopefully everything turns out beautifully for me
and I will bid SSDC (YCK) farewell with a happy heart.
Bestow me with some of your power.
Thank you. :)
Scared, fear that I might just freaking fail it.
But I hope that this final test is really the final,
I do not want to go back to taking the tests over and over again.
The waiting is so torturous.
Hopefully everything turns out beautifully for me
and I will bid SSDC (YCK) farewell with a happy heart.
Bestow me with some of your power.
Thank you. :)
Monday, March 22, 2010
@ 11:11 PM
今天不想花太多心思去想什么表达自己的心情, 所以选择用华文来 Blog。我想这是我第一次公开给大家知道我不只英文烂,华文也不好到哪里。
做人真的很难, 想对别人好, 别人却把你的好心当成假意。
当你想找人诉苦时,又被他说你情绪激动, 叫你语气放底一点再说。
心情好好都被他的那番话给搞砸了。
原本以为辛苦了一天, 忍受了不少委屈, 见到自己心爱的人时,他能给予一丝关怀,
到最后, 都是自己的幻觉。
为何他就是不能了解我? 每次让我觉得仿佛我做的每一件事都是错的?
我所希望的是能有一个能够了解我,能够听我诉说心事, 然后感受我的立场,慢慢地给我意见。
难道这样的要求很奢侈吗?
咳,真的不明白。
做人真的很难。
@ 12:47 AM
Time flies, it had been a week since I worked.But fortunately I am occupied by volunteering at an elderly day care center, otherwise I would have been dead bored at home.
Really hope that my pay would come soon, I have so many things which I have in mind to buy.
Friends around me should have heard of it so many times that they are getting ignorant of my whining. heehee.
In case any kind souls sympathise me and wish to donate me with the things I need,
here are some. :)
1. Hard case (Those plastic covers) for my Macbook White, 13"
2. USB port with card reader (someone told me there was one which can insert SIM card to use 3G)
3. Optical mouse
4. Palm guard & trackpad protector (having some dents now, make me super heartache. Should have pry my eyes open to check. Tsk!)
Guess that is all so far.
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Though you don't say it,
some little effort you made simply put a smile on me.
Thank you ♥
Monday, March 15, 2010
@ 12:53 AM
Today is the last day of work at the IT fair!I am gonna miss working with everyone there, it had been really enjoyable.
Sales was good for everyone, customers just flock around us and deals are closed with minimal effort.
I should thank my Beloved One to pray for me to have good sales for today and kept trying to cheer me up, and a super caring friend of mine who actually sent a SMS to me trying to comfort me after reading my post. I am really fortunate with all this people around me who shows me support, I feel the love and appreciate them alot.
I feel really good today, might be due to the sales which I made (some was actually given to me by other promoters, thank you very much, really.), but what I am really happy is that I get to help a customer who is really in need of assistant in installing the softwares on the laptop which she purchased from me.
I offered to help purely out of goodwill and I thought that it might be very irresponsible to just clinch the deal, then ignore the customer despite them asking you if you could help them for a simple favour.
And so, after they got all their softwares, I set down opposite my booth and started helping them install the softwares and it was a really good experience you get to unbox and use the laptop way before the customer! OHMYGOSH!
everything went on quite smoothly, well, smooth enough for an IT noobie like me.
However, the antivirus software failed to load and install properly, and the customer was quite tired already, so she told me that she can get her daughter to do it at home and so I helped them pack up and told her daughter what other programmes that might come in very handy for her which she can download from the internet for free, telling them not to worry about having no internet access at home because they can sign up for the mobile broadband, etc.
And before they left, the customer actually gave me $20 for my help,
I was really shocked because I didn't expect anything in return but just helping them as a gesture of goodwill and I am learning something.
I guess this is how good you would feel when you offer help to others purely out of goodwill as the other party is in need of much assistance, when you see that they have been enlightened, you felt that you have achieved something. And even without any reward, you will still feel good already.
I do hope everything turns out fine for that girl, and she won't feel shy to SMS me or anything if she have any problems with her laptop. Sheesh, this is my responsibility even if it doesn't matters to me at all.
Anyway~
I bought my MACBOOK! YAY YAY YAY!!
but now, I am only left with the empty box, because...
it is with someone who is IT savvy to install some programmes on it and make it perfect when it comes back to me.
Hmm, maybe I should start thinking of what rewards I could give for his help.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
@ 12:53 AM
KAMY! STOP ALL YOUR CRAPS AND ALL THE STUPID NEGATIVE EMOTIONAL THOUGHTS!GET A LIFE AND JUST WORK HARDER TOMORROW.
I believe your brain is better than just letting you whine non stop about something which is already over and you should just look forward to tomorrow.
Come on, you got better things than this to do.
At least you have so many friends who dropped by to give you moral support, to encourage you and to cheer you up for the sales, what else are you complaining?!
Look at your Farmer, he is trying so hard just to cheer you up and make you feel less negative, and hopefully put a smile on your face. He don't deserve all this shit, but because he care for you, he is doing all he can JUST FOR YOU.
So Kamy! WAKE UP YOUR STUPID BRAIN AND STOP ALL THOSE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS BEFORE I SCREW YOU FURTHER.
Now you better shut up and just prepare to sleep.
Much love,
Kamy's split personally..
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@ 12:25 AM
Bet my friends have totally ignored my blog because everytime they drop by, it isn't update. So maybe I should do some updates now before my friends start removing my links from their blog.Reasons why I haven't been updating is either I am too busy and reach home late and start feeling lazy to blog, or maybe I just don't feel the necessity to blog, and so, there isn't much updates.
Been working at the IT fair and today is my 3rd day,
expecting sales to be better, but I just can't seem to close much deals despite talking to SO MANY customers. after spending so much time on them, they just say "let me consider" or "I will take a look around" or "I will come back to you, I will sure buy! But I want to look around."
That feeling simply sucks, I know this is sales (not that I'd never work in sales line before), but seeing other promoters around be able to close deals easily simply make you question yourself why are you so lousy.
I am feeling very negative and low now.
I feel like crap.
I feel as though I am a shit.
ARRGH.
I am a shit.
whatever...
I am not trying to compare to other people or anything, but when you know you work as hard as they are but not achieving the same results as them, you feel as though you are a failure. Maybe the method I used is different.
Or maybe I just sucks, that is why no customers come to me.
Let's hope for the better tomorrow.
I feel choked with all the negative emotions in me.
my life is indescribably fucked up, everything is screwed.
I can't even achieve anything decent in my life.
fuck my life. :(
bye
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