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I am Kamy, while Reily is actually a made up nameI get 1 year older on the 3rd September every year, but no one really remembers because no one really cares
Currently taking up photography as my hobby but I do not really dedicate much time to it, but I am still loving it
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- Learning Korean- A pet bunny
- Travel overseas early
- Get braces
- Get a Mini Cooper
Thursday, May 10, 2012
@ 1:20 AM
Super angsty today. Not sure why.
Have been skipping work for the past 2 days, just don't have the mood to go to work. It is just too mundane that it is draining the life out of me, so I thought I should just stop going altogether.
No replies from EpiCentre yet, really have no lucks with interviews lately.
What does God really want me to do?
All I am hoping for is to have a full time job, which is NOT mundane, at least something new to do everyday and to have a more stable income so that I do not have to worry about having a lot to spend this month then worrying about what I will survive on the next month.
God wants us not to worry but with such a life I am leading, it is hard not to worry.
The faith for God is unstable now, I have no one to guide me back on the right track and stopping me from doing things which isn't right.
I just feel entirely hopeless now.
I am turning towards the dark side, the devil is winning...
Does anyone even know it? Is anyone even willing to help me?
If I vanish now, will anyone even notice?
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So this is me swallowing my prideStanding in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
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