I get 1 year older on the 3rd September every year, but no one really remembers because no one really cares
Currently taking up photography as my hobby but I do not really dedicate much time to it, but I am still loving it
- A pet bunny
- Travel overseas early
- Get braces
- Get a Mini Cooper
having a frigging irritating strain in my neck and it cause me to feel so frustrated.
sometimes when i turn my head, it isn't painful, but sometimes even the slightest tilt of head can kill me.
i got so frustrated that i started nagging a bit to my mum to make her frustrated too and we started arguing. this is the crazy way to spend my saturday at home.
especially when there is nothing to do online, getting lazy to do tutorial's work and nothing to watch on tv, IT IS SO BORING.
okay, i am being long-winded (naggy) already.
I can never believe how much junks i had put into my poor little tunny 2years ago almost more than 4 times a week.
- Those fries which almost never will decompose,
- those big macs,
- fish fillet burgers,
- nuggets,
-mcwings,
- McChiken burgers,
- DOUBLE CHEESEBURGERS
and all other craps.
gosh, that video really made 3/4 of my classmates sick and determined not to eat at McDonald's anymore. but will the determination last? I don't know.
but i must constantly remind myself about how scary this is.
thereafter, i went for POM lecture and was sitting in the lecture hall in darkness and it was really cool, especially when the lecture hall is barely half-filled.
the lecturer is so crappy and so nonsensical that he kept showing us pictures and asking the students to guess where the brand came from.
i wonder why this semester, the lecturers given to us are either weird or old.
okay i know this is very mean and might make people thinks that i don't respect but i am not, seriously.
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so now you know where the Sun have gone to,
it is with me. (:
in every good work, there is an error.
behind every laughters, there will be tears.
may every things on the downside turn the other way around.
....
i don't bother about how people see me,
the most important thing is how The Highness see and judge me now.
nothing matters anymore.
waking up early everyday to get changed and get to school, but was still late.
oh gosh, when will this cycle ever stop!?
i am so tired of all this already,
now school to me is like,
attending lectures and tutorials,
take note of all the deadlines and assignments,
understand all the things which are taught,
go through tests, break,
then later lectures and tutorials, test,
finally, vacation.
the vicious cycle we have to go through in life.
boring the HELL outta me!
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vanished into thin air without even leaving any trace of lard,
amazing.
i am so dead.
i was marked absent for my first lesson for the first day of my second week.
Kamy, stop being late, otherwise you will be out of Temasek Poly already.
headed over to the library to print my lecture notes, which was supposed to be printed last week but was refrained due to the password blocking, and was to no avail so i went to tutorial without my work done and clueless about everything.
that feeling totally sucks.
after tutorial is 2 hours worth of break, had beef steak and headed over to the student lounge to have a (extremely crazy) game of Taboo with my classmates, and almost forgot the time to meet up with my Project Management's groupmates before lecture to see the project title and tasks i came up with, but it was settled while the lecturer was blabbing.
halfway through the lecture, many people realised that they have missing slides from
the powerpoint that the lecturer flash up and it isn't just one or two.
then we found out that there was a major printing error, the bookshop only printed the odd number of the slides while the even numbered ones are missing, worst thing is, we have to pay for the mistake the lecturer or the bookshop made.
today just seems not my day at all.
oh well, it will be ending in another 30minutes or so. hopefully tomorrow will be better!
goodnight!
from here
at least it cleared my thoughts of being very sleepy and hungry for the moment,
however, MacroEcons was totally nonsensical and the lecturer was talking nothing related to the subject.. oh well, self-revision time then..
Lab lesson in another 22mins (or more) time and that would mark the end of school for me!
......
HELLO BANGLAS! THIS IS THE LIBRARY LA, NOT MARKET OKAY,
YOUR VOICE HAVE PENETRATED THROUGH THE CUSHIONED HEADPHONES MAN.
irritating, break the peace only.
......
and i have changed my blogskin and added songs to the blog to make it more lively.
love it or hate it, this is my blog.
but this time, readers are allowed to comment. :)
sleep deprived, snoozed too much, woke up late, spent too much time preparing,
late for class, attending (boring) lectures and some tutorial classes, and the cycle goes.
shall try making a change in it by sleeping early, or at least, not that late.
good night people
i nearly overslept for school this morning as i turn off all my alarm and snoozed,
really lucky that there was a morning call for me of which i really don't remember picking the phone up in my sub-conscious mind.
i really need to switch my human clock back to school's timing already.
school was crazy today, and i successfully added one more CDS.
queued for more than an hour until my careperson offered to help students do the allocation, i went to tell my classmates ( other people do not know it. D: ) and they jumped queue.
people who queued today and are reading this, please don't kill me.
after the first tutorial class, i have a superly long break till 6pm for the last lecture to end the day, i went to SSDC to (re)take my Theory Trial Test, and...
i still failed it.
should i thank the instructor for being so talkative or myself for choosing to go at that time when the class is full of china people and bangla who is taking their Basic theory for their very first time so the instructor kept asking questions and stuffs. VERY IRRITATING OKAY!
went back to school and sat in the lecture for like 20 minutes or so and it ended,
during the talk (more like craps), i notice many indians around,
and when i was leaving school, our poor 'Mushroom' turned into Little India,
super scary, especially when it is getting dark.......
okay, please don't punish me for being so racist.
headed back home and downloaded the slides for tomorrow,
and to my horror, there is so much spelling error and the fonts and the background..... i wonder if it is really prepared by the lecturers or not.
it looks very adolescent.
count myself lucky to have go through it and edited it.
so this the end of my First Day of School ( semester 2 )
my godfather was teaching me driving, more of like preparing me before my practical lessons.
damn sleepy when at work and decided to end early to get home fast to rest.
nothing much to say either, school in a few hours time,
the end of holidays and enjoyment. oh well.
...
communicating is the most important thing in life,
with the lack of communication,
everything can go haywire.
and i am glad that i communicated. :)
we just made it pass 100, but there is still a long way for us,
be there to give one another support in times of need,
but not trying to kill the other party in times of no needs.
thank you.
....
ALRIGHTO,
GOOD NIGHT EARTH~
but today is just not my day, totally.
my mood got affected at intervals, and i got so tired that i can't switch it back, so all i can do is just keep quiet.
it confuses people, it confuses me too.
...
what do you really want?
it seems that everything i do makes you unhappy, i tried to follow your way, but why is it that you always have comments on it?
if you simply restrict me from places you think is "dirty", "unlucky" and dangerous,
where else do am i allowed to go?
if home and school is your answer, what am i to you? a daughter, a prisoner or worst, an animal?
i really wish for a machine which allows me to hear what exactly is on your mind,
for i really do not know what do you want, you just wouldn't communicate!
even if you do, it is all about you, you are the only one in your world.
please just leave me alone, i am stress enough.
give me space
i need to breathe.
...
just leave me alone.
and i remembered that it might contain some of the pictures of my primary school friends because we had this workshop and used the floppy disks to save the pictures we took.
hopefully the pictures can be retrieved.
i did got my aunt's help to check the contents of the floppy disks which i had found but all is spoiled and this means that i can't retrieve the files inside.
all is gone and i am only left with that piece of primary school's class photo with me. and i am lucky to have made purchase that copy, otherwise it would really leave me with no memories of my primary school life at all.
so now i guess i shall print some of the pictures which i have in my memory card now in case it spoils one day.
FRIENDS!! COME AND TAKE A COUPLE OF DECENT PICTURES WITH ME SO THAT I CAN PRINT THE PICTURES AND KEEP IT IN MY PHOTO ALBUM.
CALL ME OR LEAVE ME A TAG NOW! :D
terms and conditions apply
* not applicable to creeps and porks. thank youbunk over at my friend's house, rotting around.
i salute my friend's tolerance and endurance to things, i feel the stress too.
i know the stress would not be gone in the blink of an eye,
but i do hope that it does not gets worst, at least.
got a little spring cleaning for my room tomorrow,
so i gotta sleep now.
good night(morning) readers!
oh my gosh!
i checked the availability of classes and realise that the next available booking date is in December and i have yet to know about my new term's schedule for school so i can only aim the bookings during the 2 weeks of break.
when will i be able to get my license..
oh god, please bring me out of my agony.
i really don't wish to go to woodlands to take the driving test next year, i don't wanna be so broke that i don't even have money to make bookings for the lessons.
i regretted signing up for driving now, seriously..
allowing them to create so much nuisance in the public and not even feel at all embarrassed.
was on the bus this afternoon heading to the office and it was the time when most primary school releases the kids.
the bus stopped at the stop outside the primary school for more than 5mins letting the kids board the bus, it was soon loaded with primary school kids and they just hogged in the middle, refusing to move to the rear and were talking so loudly, some even refuse to make way for those elderly when they want to get off the bus.
before i got off the bus, i raised my voice and told them off,
and for a split second, there was silence.
everyone remain quiet or talk softly except those malay boys. ( not trying to be racist, really )
i really wonder where did all the discipline from the school gone to,
don't parents even emphasize the importance of being more civilised in public to their children?
i guess they just don't bother, because they don't even know how to set a good example for their kids.
they are just doing what the government said : Give birth. 2 is not enough.
or whatever it is.
children are not toys, please bring them up well.
may God bless those poor child that are born to those irresponsible parents.
woke up rather early today and started making the little gift for Mandy.
i screwed it up by missing out Gelatine powder after everything is done,
so now the cake would taste more like ice cream then cake.
wrote letter, make it nice, seal it, make paper bag, tie the handle, wrap up the little tins and got ready to leave to look for Mandy.
the people (mostly aunties) in serangoon somehow lose the sense of direction because they cannot really point out the location when i asked. so i had no choice but to wait for Mandy at the road near her block.
though the weather was alright, the rainy clouds was over Mandy, but i was glad that i manage to clear those clouds a bit and caught a glimpse of sunshine (:
thereafter, i headed back home feeling happy as i did something nice for my friends today and it brightens up my day too.
in a relationship & after marriage,
sharing of perceptions and decisions between both parties.
if ever, one party hides it within himself,
it would cause curiosity and unhappiness in the other party,
and that is when frictions occurs.
this situation occurs in dramas, movie and also in real life,
i watched, i digested, i processed and i learnt.
however, after we eaten at the rooftop garden, angela and stella started their little conversation so jasmine, adeline and i didn't want to interrupt them, so we played games and took plenty of pictures till my camera's battery almost went flat.
played till late evening and headed back to Compasspoint to get my Clinique stuffs,
and realise i made a big mistake with the amount of staff discount given.
it should be 20% instead of 30%.
so i paid like $113 instead of $100plus.
here my pay come, and there my pay goes..
oh well, like someone told me : money can be earned.
so i guess i have to live on plain white bread and plain water till my next pay day.
shall do uploading of pictures tomorrow instead, meeting stella in the morning for jogging,
hopefully it wouldn't be a failure and that the weather will be good. :)
it is all about money and i have to really use the money wisely.
1. i have to set aside a small amount for my school as school will be starting in like 2weeks time.
2. phone bill and modem bills are coming in.
3. my facial products are running low already, and i am still pondering upon whether to buy a new set or not, but with a staff discount, it costs me $100.10.
remember i posted about purchasing the Clinique facial product like, months ago?
it is good, cause it really controlled the oily-ness of my skin and even if i am out the whole day (depending on the weather) my face isn't oily! :D
4. opening a new account which is solely for saving up and depositing a minimum amount of $30 monthly, so that as i grow older or something, i will have this savings as a backup. cool right?
but all i have is $300, what am i suppose to do?
this monthly stuffs which girls will have is giving me stress and i don't feel like going out at all. but mum kept asking me to go for the office cleaning stuff for her, she complained and nagged because i didn't want to go.
sometimes i feel so frustrated about this office job because it always gives me headache when we have to think about who to go.
my mum can get really unreasonable when she wants me to go, since my N level and O levels year. being so exhausted from school, i still have to drag myself there.
and the reason to all this torture is because of, money.
I HATE MONEY!
arrgh.
i am so lazy to update and i don't know what to blog about, so i don't update.
so there is nothing much to anticipate from my blog.
apologies to friends who wish to know how my life is going through my blog because we haven't been in contact for some times or that we are too busy with our own things to do catching up.
not to worry, i am doing great over here and thanks for concern.
will try to do some blogging when i am dead bored and have nothing to do for the whole day at home.
ciaos :)
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
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