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About me
I am Kamy, while Reily is actually a made up nameI get 1 year older on the 3rd September every year, but no one really remembers because no one really cares
Currently taking up photography as my hobby but I do not really dedicate much time to it, but I am still loving it
wishlist
- Learning Korean- A pet bunny
- Travel overseas early
- Get braces
- Get a Mini Cooper
Friday, July 31, 2009
@ 11:54 AM
PEOPLE PEOPLE!
I'd lost my mobile modem and couldn't go online and therefore cannot blog.
don't blame me and also please don't ask me to update through my tagboard.
thank you.
off to do my project now, bye people
I'd lost my mobile modem and couldn't go online and therefore cannot blog.
don't blame me and also please don't ask me to update through my tagboard.
thank you.
off to do my project now, bye people
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
@ 11:06 AM
cellphone, or termed mobile phone by the mass, was a great invention.
it connects people from all around the world together.
but some people just don't know the benefit and importance of it.
although they have this device in their possession, they still appear out of reach.
they don't reply your phone calls and text messages.
i seriously wonder, why do they take it in the first place when they don't even use them at all?
if something which is meant to bring convenience to people become inconvenient, it is a wastage of natural resources.
i just HATE those people who do not have the basic of basic courtesy to reply to people's sms/call when it has the sense of urgency in it.
I HATE THIS PEOPLE.. and this people are parasites who suck people off their wealth and show no sense of shame to return it to other people.
shameless resource-waster on Earth.
@ 1:52 AM
everything today just came and go in the blink of an eye..
- submission of MicroEcons project.
- submission of BCS project.
- mugging of Intro to H&T, sitting for Intro to H&T class test.
- mugging a little of RHT and sat for the RHT test.
and everything was over and i went home feeling damn bad because i didn't understand/remember anything about the Hypothesis test for RHT and that totally sucks!
okay, i have no one to blame but myself because i didn't attend lectures ever since Mid Sem was over. so you should see how much i am lagging behind.
well so, i decided to draw up a study timetable.
and Mr Pork/Bonk/Creep offered to help me in my studies, or rather just disturbing me while i am studying.
but well, at least studying out with someone might just motivate me, somehow?
went out for dinner with my parents and then headed over to NTUC to get some stuffs.
brisk walked my way home after getting everything as there were projects and stuffs waiting for me.
i don't have any file which can open RAR. file and Google-ing it didn't gave me what i want and i seriously think i have a bad control of my temper recently because i tend to get pissed and everything easily.
i ranted, cursed and did everything bad on my MSN.
i don't like this feeling either, because i know, some of my friends will be hurt.
people who are feeling down would not control what they are thinking nor what they are talking, so i suggest you stay away from me when you see red alerts on my MSN.
sometimes i would just lock my MSN so as not to further aggrevate my anger..
but i got over it really fast. i played my guitar, although my chord fingering sucks and the guitar is out of tune, i still played it for awhile..
tomorrow is gonna be another long day~
but hopefully it isn't as sucky as yesterday, otherwise i will..
i will..
i will.....
there is practically nothing i can do.
my mood and temper are beyond control.
goodnight people..
Sunday, July 26, 2009
@ 6:55 PM
woke up with a heavy head in the morning and texted Angela,
to know that she was sleeping too.
so we canceled the swimming plan and went back to sleep.
pulled myself out of bed around noon and started studying my Intro to H&T,
but i just can't get any information in, so i played Bejeweled on Facebook.
this is the reason why i dislike staying at home, i would just rot my time away doing nothing.
$100 just flew away like this as i have not been working through this weekends. SUCKS!
so now i am waiting for the Darling Angela to reply me
whether she is meeting me for a drink over at Compass or not..
well, she did reply but there wasn't any definite answer to the short meet up with her.
and i waited like a fool in front of my laptop, and soon, 2hours passed.
what does that means?
friends, as you call them.
you hope that they would be there for you whenever you need them.
when they see from your post that you are facing problems in your life,
they will spam your tagboard, telling you
how much they care about you,
how much they are there for you,
how much they want to hear from you.
it is all BULLSHIT!
bullshit, seriously.. just bullshit.
bullshit, seriously.. just bullshit.
i wonder why, i tried being there for all my friends and this is what i get in return.
i just don't understand.
and i too annoying or something?
i don't tag around people anymore nor do i keep messaging them when i am bored or what.. so why am i still being treated this way?
I really don't understand.
Friends.
The definition i get from the dictionary is contradicting to what i experience in real.
so can anyone give me an answer which can satisfy me?
anyone?
well actually, i think i can do fine and way off better without them.
The definition i get from the dictionary is contradicting to what i experience in real.
so can anyone give me an answer which can satisfy me?
anyone?
well actually, i think i can do fine and way off better without them.
-the end-
@ 12:57 AM
sorry that i skipped so many posts, was just rushing for projects and reaching home late and got a little brain-dead to know what to blog about.so now, i shall do some updates
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SATURDAY, 25TH JULY 2009
Woke up thinking that i was still early and sort of dilly-dallyed at home preparing myself slowly, until when i notice the time, it was already 9.45am.
and i am supposed to reach school at 10.30am to meet the rest for BCS project.
as usual, being labelled The Forgetful Kamy, i sat the bus stop ( fortunately this is just very near my house ), i searched for my phone and realise i left it back home.
so i had to walk back and grab it.
geesh, i reached school like 11.30am. and that suck! i am such a Social-loafer!
And i completed my Micro Econ's article analysis, like finally!
was starving like madness but BizPark is closed, Cheers is closed like an hour ago, the sandwich machine don't accept notes. and we were left with like, nothing!
Thought that i could be able to have dinner with Mandy so i just went home,
but my parents were home already and they had cooked lunch, so i ate.
Mandy replied me near 4pm saying that she couldn't respond to me as she was busy, but i had settled down too well at home and don't feel like going anywhere anymore..
so i didn't get to meet anyone today.
i slept my evening away and woke up with a super heavy head, drank some water and started studying Intro to H&T. and now, i am procrastinating in front of my laptop and blogging.
and this song just came into my mind while walking home today.
just some song, but not dedicated to anyone.. no no no! -shakes head vigorously-
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FRIDAY, 24TH JULY 2009
had Organisational Behaviour's presentation today, everyone in the class was formally dressed and it is so cool!
Crystal's laptop was facing problem with the powerpoint so we borrowed Eelynn's laptop, and it was lucky that our presentation went well.
When the role-play video started, i was facing the wall, because in half of the clip, I'm like the "leading actress" but well, at least half the class, including the tutor laughed.
And next up, Intro to H&T's presentation, although we had finished the presentation, we have to be present. Probably due to the major lack of sleep, i was just staring at the presentor but what they say just didn't went in, and when it comes to the question asking time, i couldn't think of what to ask.
everything ended and i went over to CityHall to meet up with Mr. Pork/Bonk/Creep.
and he sorta really 'planned' everything, cause initially, i thought we were heading to nowhere again until i asked "Where are we going?" and he told me that we will be eating at the foodcourt, however, he has no sense of direction and we took a longer route to reach.
it is lucky that my heels aren't killing me, otherwise i will just walk around barefooted, at least my feet are covered with my tights.
finished our dinner and Mr. Pork/Bonk/Creep told me a Good & Bad news.
- Bad news: We are late
- Good news: We are going to Esplanade, for a play. However, we are still late
and so, we walked briskly and finally reached the Esplanade.
however, when we are not allowed to enter the theater yet since we are late and it might disturb the other audiences.
we waited, and when we entered, the seating was terrifying, to me,
because it was really steep and we were seating right at the top.. the hand grip was so low and the gap to walk is so narrow.
stood at the side for a very long time before plucking up the courage to walk over to the seats.
the play, titled SING DOLLAR, The Musical About Money was nice and it was really funny.
and there was a part where the cast, who played as a Bangla said
" We bangla~ built the house that you are staying at now.. Before you stay inside~ we already stay there~ we cut our hair there, we bathe there~ we sleep there~ we eat there~ we do everything there.. "
which is somewhat TRUE!
and then towards the end, there was a song which lyrics said something like, Just a small change cause us to be like this, and i am really hoping that everything would go back to normal, like how we were in the past.
the lyrics didn't go like this, but my mind just translated them like this to me.
i really hope the cold war would end soon, but someone must take the initiative..
went to Starbucks to have a drink and a cheesecake then cabbed home.
on the way, i received a call from some random crazy guy asking
- my location
- who i am with
- where did i go
- what did i do
- assume that i am with my boyfriend just because i replied my No in a drag..
and the taxi driver was apparently looking at us through the rear mirror because the call was on loudspeaker and the questions was really weird! i bet the driver must be really paranoid.
reached home to find that the wooden door is locked again.
with no more mummy there to protect me and help me from my dad anymore, i stood outside at the door and thinking of what to do.
Mr. Pork/Bonk/Creep gave me a call and he was really surprised by how i reacted though i am locked out. okay, he was rather caring too, so let's not call him Mr. Creep. [for the time being] (:
ANYWAY~
for friends who don't know, my dad would lock me out if i reach home later than the time which he thinks is acceptable.
but this situation usually depends on his mood actually. i did find the key to the wooden door, just to realise that the key cannot open to that door and i totally got no idea which door it can open to.
and so, i will be at his mercy..
nonetheless, i will still be able to go out, because i am immune to his crazy acts already and i guess he would just accept that doing so doesn't teach me any lesson and eventually become mature in his childish thoughts and give up.
but around 30mins later, my dad called me and he opened the door.
and so, i bathed and went to sleep.
had a fun evening today, thanks Mr. Pork/Bonk/Creep/Nice for the effort he put in to plan for everything.
2 Nice points and 2 Good Effort points points for you.
let me think of the rewards to give you at the end of the day, don't forget mine too! :D
Friday, July 24, 2009
@ 12:30 AM
the day didn't started out that well today..
woke up and took really long to get prepared to go to Tampines 1,
i kept switching my bags and eventually, changed over to my backpack and left the house.
walked under the scorching sun, which is melting me, to the bus stop just to realise that i left my ezlink card at home and so, i had no choice but to go all the way back home to get it.
wanted to grab myself a drink from the provision shop near my block, and my finger got cut by the handle when i push the door open, and it bleed! crappish day it is.
why is it that whenever there is a presentation the next day, i will be very unlucky the day before?
is it really like what Crystal say " Fortune / Happiness follows after Disaster (it is a quote in chinese anyway) " ?
if that is so, i wouldn't mind.. but why does it has to be always happening to me!?
being very superstitious, i looked at the black-flower ring on my index finger and think that probably black signifies bad omen and just took it out and decided to do an exchange for the colour.
so, i got everything over and done with by 12.51pm and took a cab over to school,
reaching at like 12.59pm.
my trial presentation for Comm Skills totally sucks to the core as i have yet to finish preparing my part and was called up. so i stumped on my words alot and did not presented well.
fineeee, it is just a trial~
i guess most of the projects are completing soon and now, i shall stop being a social-loafer and get going with my MicroEcons article analysis before Crystal kill me tomorrow when i give her nothing.
BYE ALL!
even if the 'surprise' doesn't appear that surprising,
i will still be surprised and appreciative of the effort you put in. (:
i will still be surprised and appreciative of the effort you put in. (:
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
@ 11:55 PM
PEOPLE! CAN YOU PLEASE JUST SEPARATED YOUR BLOODY COCK EYES AND READ THIS?THE REASON TO ME CREATING A NEW BLOG IS BECAUSE THE PREVIOUS ONE GOT FUCKINGLY HACKED INTO AND THE PASSWORD IS CHANGED!
YOU THINK I LIKE TO CHANGE BLOGS SO MUCH?
YOU THINK I LIKE TO CHANGE LINK SO MUCH?
IF YOU DON'T WANT TO RELINK, FIND IT TROUBLESOME, THEN JUST IGNORE THOSE TAGS AND DON'T COME HERE!
I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING DAMN OF IT.
AND I DON'T FUCKING CARE IF YOU ARE OFFENDED OR NOT. BECAUSE I AM DEAD PISSED FROM THE HACKING ALREADY.
SO I DON'T CARE!
IT JUST MAKE ME SO DAMN FUCKING PISSED WHENEVER PEOPLE ASSUME THAT I GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO AND CHANGE MY LINK ALL THE TIME.
PLEASE, I GOT MORE LIFE THAN YOU DO AND I HAVE MORE THINGS TO GET BUSY WITH THAN THIS.
OPEN YOUR BLOODY EYES AND SEE THIS.
ASK ME AGAIN, AND BE SURE YOU ARE CURSED UPSIDE DOWN.
@ 11:06 AM
was told that there will be a solar eclipse this morning, but when i wake up at 7plus in the morning, so as a result of the weather, the sun/moon is no where to be seen.
but the sky is significantly darker today than compared to the other days.
sort of rushed the OB project, did the powerpoint and the role play.
everything was really hilarious and while fooling we manage to get more than half of our task done, and i am so glad about it.
however, i have yet to do my MicroEcons and preparation for the trial presentation for Commskills tomorrow. but i am dead sleepy now, and i have to travel all the way to AMK hub to look for the leggings that i need..
i so feel like canceling that date on friday so i need not rush all the way to AMK hub to get that stupud thing which i guess i will only for once?
well, i really don't know.. and i cannot be bothered anymore.
i am restless and tired about my life now, guess i need to catch some sleep already.
goonight readers.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
@ 11:35 PM
-phone rings-
"Harloow... yeea, mooorning. thanks for the call. yeeaaaa, okay, thanks, byebye."
-put the phone aside and slept like a log-
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was dead sleepy as i was hooked to the laptop till around 3am yesterday night, or rather, earlier this morning and my head felt as though they are going to explode when answering that morning call, so i reset the alarm and went back to sleep.
kamy, stop sleeping so late! you are getting more stupid already, did you even realise?
BCS' group have 2 new members, namely, Berlicial and Raylene.
they are real funny girls, one dislike Korean stars while the latter goes gaga over them and Crystal even intro-ed Raylene some of the websites where there are an abundance of pictures to see.
you should see how Berlicial's eyes rolled when those 2girls went " OHMYGOD, HE IS SO HANDSOME! YES YES YES!!"
Comm Skills was really interesting today, Ms Chng was covering the topic about Body Gesture or whatever the topic is titled.
went home, thinking that i could get most of my work done, but i ended up proscrastinating.
but at least, i done my own laundries, i altered one side of my dress ( hand-sewn everything ) then did the introduction part for the trial presentation for Comm Skills, however, i still haven't got the other work done yet, and this sucks!
Anyway, my boss from the weekend pushcart job is really nice and funny.
i told him that i cannot make to work on the 8th due to a test in the morning and then starting from then, i might not be able it to work as i need time to do revision for the upcoming exams, he called me immediately and asked, and also asked if i can cope with the studies.
so nice of him isn't it? and fortunately i had my calendar beside me and i confirmed my working days with him again, otherwise, he will assume that i won't be working on the 1st August.
TopShop haven't call to tell me if their stocks are replenished or not, that i had to favour WanlinTwinny to keep a lookout for me if she happen to pass by TopShop.
But i was too fickle-minded about the deniur of the tights that when i decided to just get the 80 deniur one, WanlinTwinny told me that the shop has closed.
so i have searched for the numbers of various outlets and i am so gonna call every of them to check for the stock availability. but the stupid thing is, i have project meetups till super late everyday till thursday, and it totally sucks.
i just hate it when projects are pushed to the very last minute and we had to panic like crazy.
I HATE EVERYTHING!!!!
sorry, i guess i am suffering from PMS ( pre-menstrual stress/syndromes )
shall head to sleep now.
goodnight people!
@ 1:13 AM
okay, i don't know why i reopened this blog when i don't update it consistently.but nonetheless, i am doing so now..
yesterday, i checked my email and saw that my baby niece is born.
her name is Zoe, and she was born on 16th July 2009.
weirdly, i don't feel at all excited about the news.
though i love kids to the max, especially infants, cause they are simply too cute!
to friends who realised that i am not limping my way around anymore,
i didn't stick super thick cushion to my feet but it is healing up already.
however, it is my cuff that is hurting like mad!
geesh, guess i will get some Salonpas tomorrow.
will be meeting up with Angela darling in the earlier part of saturday,
thereafter, i will be meeting up with Mandy Teo!
i am waiting for that day to come soon so badly because i seriously miss these two girls like crazy and there are some other girlfriends who are missed by me too!
though the time we spend together might be short, but at least we met, right? (to mandy and angela) (:
i realise i have been losing out alot from school as i have been skipping lectures too frequently, like how i did today, skipping Intro to H&T's lecture just to print the surveys for RHT's project submission when half of the time, i was playing with the computer leaving the poor Crystal to do everything.
but at least i helped to staple the printed materials together.
went over to Tampines to do some shoppings, alone.
[shopping alone can save you more time, though you might appear like some potential shoplifter in some shops. but i just like being alone though. weirdly.]
i wrote a whole list of things to buy, 5 to be precise, but only manage to get only one out of the 5.
too fickle-minded of me i guess.
hopefully the people from TopShop would update me when their stock comes in soon, or i might just have to go to the other outlet to get just a something which i need.
alright, i typed alot for tonight already.
off to sleep for school at 9am tomorrow.
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good night earthlings!
thanks for wasting your precious time off to read my boring post.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
@ 1:28 AM
okay, i just finished putting up a skin for this blog and re-added everything back in.
to see posts from the past, go to Links, click on ' CLICK CLICK', scroll down and click on 'HISTORY'. all is there.
my tagboard is linked to the one in my previous blog, so don't be surprised to see people asking to update when i have updated.
i shall start my postings tomorrow.
ciaos! :)
to see posts from the past, go to Links, click on ' CLICK CLICK', scroll down and click on 'HISTORY'. all is there.
my tagboard is linked to the one in my previous blog, so don't be surprised to see people asking to update when i have updated.
i shall start my postings tomorrow.
ciaos! :)
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