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I am Kamy, while Reily is actually a made up nameI get 1 year older on the 3rd September every year, but no one really remembers because no one really cares
Currently taking up photography as my hobby but I do not really dedicate much time to it, but I am still loving it
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- Learning Korean- A pet bunny
- Travel overseas early
- Get braces
- Get a Mini Cooper
Monday, September 02, 2013
22 @ 11:57 PM
Every year, at this day of the month, I will always feel very paranoid. I hope that people will remember this special day that I was brought to Earth and said my first "Hi" to my loving mother. However, I will try to curb my own hopes and push it somewhere dark so that I will be back in my safe zone in case no one actually took note of it, forgotten or probably never knew because of the amount of paranoia and uncertainty that builds up every year.
I've seen many parties, helped in organizing, been there, had fun and enjoyed.
But when I try to imagine about mine... Nah, lets not waste time, money and effort at all.
I'm learning not to feel so paranoid anymore, learning to live it as it is.
I admire those who can be so preoccupied with their work and chores that they forget about their birthdays. It shows that they have more important things in life than to be imagining things.
I don't hate my birth because I'm totally thankful and appreciative of my life.
Each years are marked with my mum's hard work, sweat and tears for bringing me up and providing me to become who I am today. I'm also thankful for all those people, friends or acquaintances who came across and made an impact or change in my life. Similarly, they play a role as important as my mother.
And most importantly, I'm thankful that God have selected me out of my other (unfortunate) siblings. God gave me a chance to breathe, live and praise him every moment that I'm here, even though I've only got to know him 3 years back, the love he have poured out to me is already unexplainable.
So, thank you to everyone who have taken a walk with me in my journey of life. Be it long distance or short, I'm still thankful that you were once there with me.
May God's blessing be upon all of you.
And, happy birthday to me :)
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