♥ Kamy.R

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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

@ 10:05 PM

i don't like it at all.

religious beliefs really kills me because there is no linkage to the things which are happening around us, and if you can be able to change the perception from the past religion beliefs to a more specific and scientific based thinking, you will see that religion is just some tales, something people use to psycho themselves so that they can live their life in denial.

visiting a friend in the hospital is considered inauspicious because my granny just passed away for 3 years?
so what will happen to me, or rather, the family or the deceased?
why can't i visit people in the hospital?
i just don't understand.

demands given to me of finding pomelo leaves to wash my face before stepping into the house so as not to bring in the unlucky-ness from the hospital into the house.
if pomelo leaves can really change people's luck, then why is the plant still available untouched at the temple?
won't it be stolen by those hardcore superstitious folks or those who are die-hard fans of lottery?

fine, i really don't know.
being in a family which consists of 2 hardcore buddhist is already killing me.
so please stop asking me to believe in your religion or anything,
firstly, it won't be approved by my parents.
secondly, will it really bring about a change to me?
i just wish to stay who i am and all, and not to feel the pressure to change to become one of you.
i'd rather everything just go back to the start then to carry on if the barrier is due to beliefs, because i doubt that by changing my beliefs, everything will go smoothly and like what you read and heard from the elders.
getting someone who thinks the same way as you might be better i guess,
so neither you nor me would be affected by our thinkings.
also, it is better to heal the pain now then walk on further and fall, of which the pain would be unbearable.

therefore, i won't be involve in any religious things and as for my next generation,
i will give them the freedom to believe what they wish to believe.
being so hardcore really suffocates them and i never want them to go through what i am facing now. it is so terrible.
i really don't like being tied down to some religious beliefs.
i don't mean to offend anyone or anything,
but ultimately, you have to trust yourself first before trusting others.

to readers out there
if you are offended or anything by my opposition towards religious beliefs,
that is solely your problem because you chose to read my blog.
and as stated, this is MY BLOG, so i have the autonomy to just voice out what i want to say.
there is a tagboard for you if you really wish to comment or rant at me for not wanting to bring the religious thing forward to my child or whatsoever.

bye