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I am Kamy, while Reily is actually a made up name
I get 1 year older on the 3rd September every year, but no one really remembers because no one really cares
Currently taking up photography as my hobby but I do not really dedicate much time to it, but I am still loving it




- Learning Korean
- A pet bunny
- Travel overseas early
- Get braces
- Get a Mini Cooper

Sometimes you are just so temperamental that it really stress me out,
you always want things to go your way,
if you don't get it, you will start to make a din out of it,
scream and shout at me for not helping you.
Have you ever thought of the times when i helped you?
I have my down times too, do you expect me to be always smiling to you?
You are pushing me to my wits end again,
just like how you did to me months ago.
I don't even have the chance to voice my stand,
everything i do is wrong.
Can't i even get a chance? Am i really condemned?
I really do not know how to express my love to this house if there is no love in return.
You are just like a sponge and sponging away everything from me.

You always say that i am looking down on you,
since when did i say that? Do you have any proof against me?
You always say that i refuse to help you,
are you sure with what you say?
Yes, i don't like to do the chores, and since you already knew it, why still rake it up? It won't change the fact.
You always say that there is no love in this house.
Who is the one who doesn't feel the love most?

I really don't understand.

It is really painful, especially when all the pressure is in you and you have no where to let it out.
And all you can do is just to swallow it down and wish that it would turn out for the better, knowing that it never will. 
I am at my wits end now, I cannot stand strong like how i did months ago as things are different now.
I am tied down, by something, which was meant to be over. 

I really want to give up on my drivings,
it isn't stable at all.
I would rather take it when I am older so that i need not stretch out my hand to get money for the tests.
But many times, I get stopped by people around me, they ask me to carry on.

Why is so many things happening to me this year?
Is my "end of the world" coming already?
I do hope that it is,
at least my pain will cease, once and for all.




I am stupid, so i cannot summarise long points into shorter ones.
but who cares?

Don't see a need for it since no one is reading me anyways



So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time

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