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I am Kamy, while Reily is actually a made up nameI get 1 year older on the 3rd September every year, but no one really remembers because no one really cares
Currently taking up photography as my hobby but I do not really dedicate much time to it, but I am still loving it
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- Learning Korean- A pet bunny
- Travel overseas early
- Get braces
- Get a Mini Cooper
Monday, June 14, 2010
@ 11:13 PM
I feel so insignificant in life,
no one even bothers if I am around.
If I were to disappear from Earth, I guess no one would even know,
no one would bother searching for me.
Even if they know I am gone,
no one would grief for me,
no one would feel the pain, the loss.
Friends, acquaintances, family, loved ones.
Who is there for me?
Who can hold me up when I am down?
Who can give me some advices to guide me along this path?
Had anyone even notice I had fallen into this black hole of which I can't even find a way to get out of?
Does anyone even bother about how I feel?
I can share.
But at the end of the day, are all the concerns really sincere or is it because you only came to realise that I need help through my post, my status updates or when I turned to you?
Tears from other people are looked upon wholeheartedly, afraid that more will be loss.
It is like any diamonds, any of it loss would cause everyone to feel upset.
However, tears from me are not even bothered. They are treated like dirt, like rocks.
No big deal if many is loss, because it is worthless.
We are all human.
But why are we all treated so differently?
I need the answer.
Is the problem really with me? Otherwise, why am I treated like this?
The answer is in you, but why aren't you telling me?
I really don't understand.
Thus, my only choice is to isolate myself.
Since I am already so insignificant, I guess hiding myself away make no difference.
I am very tired now.
Good night
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Don't see a need for it since no one is reading me anyways affiliates
don't leave yet
So this is me swallowing my prideStanding in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
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