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I am Kamy, while Reily is actually a made up name
I get 1 year older on the 3rd September every year, but no one really remembers because no one really cares
Currently taking up photography as my hobby but I do not really dedicate much time to it, but I am still loving it




- Learning Korean
- A pet bunny
- Travel overseas early
- Get braces
- Get a Mini Cooper

It is really frustrating when you are trying to unwind from the long day of school and stress, someone come over to you and ask you something but either their pronunciation is very bad or that their directions are wrong.
you tried to help them by looking at the thing but just couldn't make out what it means, you asked for further information and sound a bit impatient, that person started getting angry and shouting starts.

I really do not know the way around Singapore, my fault?
You read something which I cannot find on the map, my fault?
I ask you to ask people for directions to the destination when you reach the place, I am wrong?

I really don't know what I should do, it is always my fault.
Now all the anger is stucked in my throat, I think I would die young, with all these kind of things happening so frequently.

I guess I'd found the reason why I don't feel happy, but the fact is, I don't dare to feel happy. Reason being, even when I enjoyed and got happy to my heart's content, this house will suck every bit of my happiness away.

Therefore, I choose to hide away from any source of happiness if possible in case I feel upset, disappointed and empty again. Recovering from the pain is really tough.

Sometimes I really feel like ending all the pain myself instead of waiting for them to cease. I am really tired of suppressing these craps. 

Don't see a need for it since no one is reading me anyways



So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time

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