Welcome to my blog

I am Kamy, while Reily is actually a made up name
I get 1 year older on the 3rd September every year, but no one really remembers because no one really cares
Currently taking up photography as my hobby but I do not really dedicate much time to it, but I am still loving it




- Learning Korean
- A pet bunny
- Travel overseas early
- Get braces
- Get a Mini Cooper

Bet my friends have totally ignored my blog because everytime they drop by, it isn't update. So maybe I should do some updates now before my friends start removing my links from their blog.

Reasons why I haven't been updating is either I am too busy and reach home late and start feeling lazy to blog, or maybe I just don't feel the necessity to blog, and so, there isn't much updates.

Been working at the IT fair and today is my 3rd day,
expecting sales to be better, but I just can't seem to close much deals despite talking to SO MANY customers. after spending so much time on them, they just say "let me consider" or "I will take a look around" or "I will come back to you, I will sure buy! But I want to look around."
That feeling simply sucks, I know this is sales (not that I'd never work in sales line before), but seeing other promoters around be able to close deals easily simply make you question yourself why are you so lousy.

I am feeling very negative and low now.
I feel like crap.
I feel as though I am a shit.
ARRGH.
I am a shit.
whatever...

I am not trying to compare to other people or anything, but when you know you work as hard as they are but not achieving the same results as them, you feel as though you are a failure. Maybe the method I used is different.
Or maybe I just sucks, that is why no customers come to me.

Let's hope for the better tomorrow.

I feel choked with all the negative emotions in me.
my life is indescribably fucked up, everything is screwed.
I can't even achieve anything decent in my life.
fuck my life. :(

bye

Don't see a need for it since no one is reading me anyways



So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time

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