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I am Kamy, while Reily is actually a made up nameI get 1 year older on the 3rd September every year, but no one really remembers because no one really cares
Currently taking up photography as my hobby but I do not really dedicate much time to it, but I am still loving it
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- Learning Korean- A pet bunny
- Travel overseas early
- Get braces
- Get a Mini Cooper
Sunday, July 11, 2010
@ 11:51 PM
woke up from some terrible gastric pain which drained all my energy away.
I thought I was going to die in the toilet (because initially, I thought I'm gonna have diarrhoea) without anyone knowing that I am in there.
But thank God, I manage to pull myself with my blur vision and very jellied legs to the kitchen to grab some pills to eat which then eased the pain.
The fear of dying without anyone knowing,
is just very scary...
Because at that moment, you felt so helpless
but there is no one you around you who you can call out to.
It was really scary.
I still feel a little crappy in my tummy,
as though the pain is gonna come back again or something.
I don't wanna die in my sleep, that will be super creepy. :(
___________
My lover boy was really sweet to drop by my place to pass me bottles of yoghurt drink
after knowing that I was feeling unwell.
But his face was super stern, making his concerns / sweetness a little irony to his expression.
Still, it was very much appreciated.
♥
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