♥ Kamy.R

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Wednesday, September 29, 2010

@ 12:21 AM

Hello people! After lazing so much since my F1 duties, I decided to blog. :P

The major event was from the 24th to 26th September and my role is a Customer Service Officer (CSO). So basically, I am suppose to give customers info about things they are unsure of, guide them, greet them and lastly, SMILE~

Can't believe I smiled for more than 2 hours but amazingly don't feel any cramp on my face.

24th September

We are all situated at the Paddock Club and I was asked to stand at the front of the entrance to greet guests and guide them to the right lane. It was really chaotic at first cause I am very unsure of the directions to certain venue, I think I even misguided some guests.

Well, the Paddock Club is where all those rich people, VIP, VVIP, F1 racers and our Singapore President are. Their tickets for 1day can cost up to $8K!

But their suites are super luxurious!

Buffet (food are prepared by chefs in the kitchen behind each suite), wine and THEY GET TO ENJOY ALL THESE WHILE WATCHING THE RACE IN THE COMFORTABLE ROOM!!

Envy much. :(

Though it was super tiring having to stand on heels and kept repeating "Hi welcome", receiving warm greetings back from Ang-Moh guests just lighten up my mood.

I wonder why are MOST of the Singaporeans so unfriendly, people greet them, they either ignore and pretend not to hear or stare at you.

The happiest thing for the day is that~

I SAW ELVIN NG, SPOKE TO HIM (ask him to take out his Paddock Club Pass), look him in the eyes and HE WAS SMILING AT ME!!!!!

Credits to Style Forward

Seriously, he is so hot that I almost melted away. If I am not on duty, I might just ask him to take a photo with me! >.<

But at the end of the day, I still miss my SpecialSomeone the most cause he is hot and also, he is MINE! muahaha!

25th September

My feet hurts like crazy and my toes are dropping off. But I still have to force myself to put on that heels because I would be having duties at the Pit Building (where suites and grandstand for guests in the Paddock Club are), so not nice if I wear flats and I would surely get scolded if I wear flats. ):

Was situated at the 2nd floor, outside all those suites, to usher guests to the right place.

It was so miserable because my feet hurts like crazy and we were asked to walk around the whole level and when we greet guests, THEY IGNORE US with a gloomy look on their face.

After dinner, Pei Ting and I decided to go up the top level to see how it looks like and it was totally awesome!

The air is so much fresher up there, guests are more friendly and the grandstand is there!

We stayed there for a very long time and even watched the race.

Though the noise was unbearable and cause us to get screamed at by guests. Uh, they scream cause the race started and normal talking would be blocked by the sound of the race, they were requesting for ear plugs anyway.

It was really exciting up at the grandstand cause we get to watch the race for free (and get paid), get to see performance from the stage in the background downstairs and got drinks at the bar beside the grandstand! Good things never last long, our person-in-charge caught us at the grandstand and scolded us, together with other 4 people who ran away from their position.

Nothing too major but I still anticipate tomorrow cause I would be at the National Stadium!

Many of my colleagues said that it is super relaxing there and the person-in-charge is super nice~

26th September

Due to the pain on my poor feet, I decided to cheat and wore shoes to work.

Super lethargic and lazy to go but since it is the last day, a slacking last day where I would get paid $90, I dragged myself off to the stadium.

The atmosphere, air, person-in-charge and everything there felt so much nicer!

We literally slacked away but still have the responsibility of doing our job.

Guess who I saw today while doing greeting?

EDISON CHEN!

He really looked like some ang-moh and he is quite handsome.

I know about all those scandals which was all over the press years before, but, who don't have a past?

Who doesn't have sexual desire? Moreover, if those girls don't agree to do with him, will he even have a chance?

Aiya, simply put. Asians are just to closed minded.

It was a really good day today to mark the end of my duty at F1 though it had been super tiring throughout the other 2days.

But all is worth because I gain experience, know more people from my course, get to see ang-mohs, get to see handsome men (Opps!), get to see race (for free) and GET PAID! muahaha

Alrighty, I am heading to sleep already.

Good night world!

Sunday, September 19, 2010

@ 3:56 AM

Just some random thoughts that came to my mind when I'm suppose to be sleeping.
In case you don't know me, my brain became very awake before sleeping. Probably it was those energy left in me because I haven't been exercising. :(

Back to what I was thinking..

When we have lost something, it leave us feeling empty for a while and slowly, we would use time to fill up that little space.
However, time and again, it just haunt us that the space is still there.
We start to miss those times because (I guess) people somehow like daydreaming.
Which led to people saying "cherish what you have now"

But have you realise why you are so nonchalant about things around you which is there in your everyday life?
It is because you had gotten so use to them that you simply took them for granted, or probably you just got tired of it and can't be bothered at all. The same feeling of emptiness might still haunt you when that something is gone.
Family members, your partner (boy/girlfriend), pets, etc.
I guess these are things which we have taken for granted at times, we got used to their existence and probably starts getting tired and then choose to drift away from them.
Maybe you should take a chance to look at that person or the thing again and notice their little gesture.
Try to recall what was it which drew them to your attention (for partners and pets), probably you would be able to find the same passion that you once had for them again. Who knows? Maybe the bond just gets stronger?
Just remember, the both of you are two in a billion.

Some other people anticipates the future because it is exciting to expect the unexpected.
As I have stated above, most people likes to daydream. So they would look forward to see their dreams come true in the near future.
I'm one of them. :)

Thus, I'm heading to sleep now so that I would have the energy to anticipate for what is in for me tomorrow.
May God's blessing be with you, me and him. :)

Good night / morning.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

@ 2:12 AM

Just a brief update of my life.

I am full of fatigue recently.

I gotten my iPhone 4 since Monday from ComCentre but officially use it since Wednesday when the SIM card activates, making me an official Singtel user now.

I am working at Bally, Raffles City for my 2nd day, I am quitting it soon because,

I am working at Kikki-k (as well).

I am currently playing a role of a wedding planner for my friend.

I am really busy and probably more anxious than the bride-to-be as I am the one who have to ensure that everything gets into place.

I am lucky I have a wide connection of friends in different areas who could help me.

However, I am still stuck with the wedding location. It is so last minute..

I am praying to God now, hoping that he would offer a good place for us.

Lastly,

I am looking forward to the primary school gathering later in the evening.

so, I am heading to sleep now.

Good night world and to that honey roasted pork. :)

Sunday, September 12, 2010

@ 12:24 AM

1st year of together-ness

Today is the 1st anniversary between my lover boy and me, however, we didn't get the chance to celebrate nor meet because he was busy with his usual Saturday activities and I don't have money as well.

So we both agreed to celebrate it on some other days after my exams.

Oh, so understanding of him. :)

And I couldn't wait for tomorrow because if I am lucky enough, I would be able to get my new phone already. hahahaa~

would update here again. so meanwhile, you've gotta be patient.

that's all for now already.

GOOD NIGHT FOLKS.

Saturday, September 04, 2010

@ 10:05 AM

3rd September

my BIG day

woke up at about 5am in the morning with a rather calm mind and headed over to the Woodlands driving centre.

due to the long waiting time for the shuttle bus, I was late for the warm up round for my test but luckily the instructor still allow me to go for it.

I was so cautious while in the circuit that I drove at less than 10km/hr!

After the warm up round, I walked around the whole place and only go to the waiting room when it is nearing the time when the tester would call names. From my past experience you see, sitting inside makes you even more nervous and could result in you failing it.

My name was called by the tester not long after I was in the Holding Room, sat in the car and drove off around the circuit steadily. Went out to the road and got scolded a few times by the instructor.

1. Speed too slow while turning

2. Can't judge the speed of other car to turn out while at the stop line

3. Stopping too far away from stop line

Can't remember all, but I know he keep scolding me.

Went back to the school and was given my result, he didn't use the tablet but assessed me on a paper, so I was sitting there looking at those box he crossed out (those are deduction of points actually).

From 10, he added more while looking through, it went up to 14, he look through again then he cancelled one tick away...

After the 5 minute which felt like 50minutes, I lost count of my total points. He flipped to the last page and calculated the total points I got.

I PASSED!!!!

P.S: I sort of just pass because the passing criteria is, if you accumulated more than 20 points or had an immediate failure, you fail..

Going at 10km/hr does help, a lot.

I no longer needs this anymore, because...

I'M A CERTIFIED (PROBATIONARY) DRIVER NOW~

So for now, I can drive with this piece of paper while waiting for my card to be mailed to me. How cool is that!? :D

And because today is my BIG day, my special one came to surprise me at the driving centre and we headed out to Braddell's Botak Jones to celebrate.

This was created out of mustard and chili by yours truly.

A letter given by my special one. :)

(name edited away to protect his identity. cause this is the internet you see.)

Well, actually today was also my birthday, but it seems like most of my friends had overlooked it. How realistic this world is? I didn't post it up in my Facebook, so no one gets any alert that my birthday is approaching, that is why they don't even know about it.

The worst thing was, those friends who I was closest with for years, whose birthday I was so anxious about, whose present I was so concern about, turn out to have clean forgotten mine.

I am utterly disappointed. This is what I get back after playing my part so hard as a friend.

I envy people who have friends who would plan a surprise for them during their birthday, I always actively involve myself in all these celebrations in hope that I could get one during my birthday as well, but all hope was in vain.

I was even commented "You are so greedy! Where got people go around asking people for present one!?", "Don't expect anything from me, greedy girl." a few years back when I was just teasing friends (of which, one is my godbrother) that my birthday is approaching.

Those comments got into me and it hurt me so much. Thus, I do not put in much hopes of receiving anything from anyone anymore. Not even wanting to remind anyone about my birthday because I do not want to get hurt anymore.

Whilst majority of the people around me forgotten my birthday, I appreciate those little thoughts from people who messaged or Facebook-ed their wishes to me.

ANYWAY!

If you read this post and went "OH! I FORGOT! Shit, I want to make it up to her...", "Whoa, I don't even know it was your birthday!" or "Huh!? That day meh?! Shit, mixed up already."

I would like to tell you, don't bother telling me "Happy Belated Birthday" because what is over, is already over.

I didn't choose to tell anyone about this 'special' day because other than my loved ones, no one would bother. Neither do I want to make anyone feel stressful by thinking "Kamy's birthday is coming, if I forgot or didn't wish her, like very paiseh." I really don't want that.

good bye

Thursday, September 02, 2010

@ 12:12 AM

Just 1 more day, I would be taking my, ahem ahem, 2nd driving test.

This time round, I shouldn't be over confident, never too arrogant and I should not feel so nervous anymore.

All I want is that everything goes smoothly, nice nice nothing happen and I can leave the centre smiling instead of crying.

Keep me in your prayers and wish me good luck!

Heading to sleep already, good night people.